i cant believe i only have less than 3.5 weeks till our lil bundle of joy will be here! yesterday i had my first really fun appointment where they check you out...i am currently dilated to a 1! its nothing but definitely something, at least i know we are going somewhere. tonight jake & i are going to be picking up some of the last things that we need for brightons arrival. her nursery will be complete as of this weekend! i also have a list of chores to do as well. i realize that cleaning has consumed my life- i literally feel like i cant get things clean enough! i went out today & purchased all new cleaning supplies because those are the things that make me happy in life. seriously- there is just something about it being new that makes the whole experience that much more fun! i am hoping that all this "nesting" will somehow make me more dilated for next weeks appointment, so much so that the doc says "i hope your bags are packed because you need to head to the hospital!"
oh the joy that would bring me!!!
i am in so much pain physically i dont know if i can go the full 40 weeks. i am ready to serve lil brighton her eviction notice, ONLY because i love her & cant wait to see what she looks like. it is killing me not knowing -when i have dreams about her, she has lots of dark hair, tiny baby lips, & a tiny baby nose ((my favorite-love button noses)) it will probably end up being that she has no hair or blonde hair...who knows?!? but i am dying to find out. my mom & i were talking yesterday & she informed me that she never knew the gender of her babies until they were born...i think when i know i will be having my last baby i would do that, just wait till they are born. what a fun surprise that would be!
have any of you waited to find out the gender till they were born? if so share your experience...
You look just beautiful!
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